Contradictions


Human nature will always keeps on puzzling us day after day. And the more we know about it, the more we ask and the more we get confused. Believes .. ideologies .. impressions .. stands we take .. all these and a lot more help in making our minds in several matters that we face and go through.

By time, you start to recognize yourself deeper and deeper. The way you like things, those who you like and those you don't. You start to have something like a "catalog" by which you automatically get yourself the answers whenever you need them.

Till you reach the point when you find yourself stuck. You do not what you think highly of and sometimes what you yourself think as wrong or shameful. Life is smart, it puts you every now and then in this tricky situation when you have to face what you believe in.

And I personally think the hardest ever is when you find your self contradicts with your own standards. Here you start to question your self and to think your standards over. Sometimes it's just a tough way to improve yourself. But, other times it just puts you in front of every single though you once ever thought of. How you comprehend each life detail.

And I think what's even more silly and outrageous is when we judge people for their contradictions as if we have never done it. It's by these contradictions that everyone gets the chance to know himself more and more and this is a puzzle that you can't deprive anyone from, since we all go through it from time to time.

انت يا جنة حبى و اشتياقى و جنونى

انت يا قبلة روحى و انطلاقى و شجونى

اغدا تشرق اضواءك فى ليل عيونى

اه من فرحة احلامى و من خوف ظنونى

كم اناديك و فى لحنى .. فى لحنى حنين و دعاء

اه رجائى انا .. كم عذبنى طول الرجاء

انا لولا انت .. انت لم تحفل بمن راح و جاء

انا احيا بغدى الان باحلام اللقاء

فات او لا تأت او فافعل بقلبى ما تشاء

من اشعار الهادى آدم ..... اغدا القاك

can it be normal or at least ordinary?
Your modes fluctuates with every little single event in your life.
You're so much eager to laugh so that you burst out of laughing from any thing near to funny.
And then the simplest silly thing reminds u of what u really are .. an unhappy person.. as if it reminds u of what u basically are.
And afterwards, they all come back together.. to hit all .. suddenly .. with no warning.
And it hurts every time like the first time.
So what?? Stop smiling? one day of this didn't change, the heart would have been used to despair and no hope would be there left in your blood!!

Nessun dorma

"Nessun dorma" is an aria from the final act of Giacomo Puccini's opera Turandot. The aria, whose title translates from Italian as "Let no one sleep", follows the proclamation by the Princess Turandot that no one shall sleep: they shall all spend the night attempting to find out the name of the unknown prince, Calaf, who has set the challenge. Calaf sings, indicating his certainty that their effort will be in vain.

Verses (from the original libretto) Il principe ignoto Nessun dorma!... Tu pure, o Principessa, Nella tua fredda stanza Guardi le stelle Che tremano d'amore e di speranza. Ma il mio mistero è chiuso in me, Il nome mio nessun saprà! Solo quando la luce splenderà, Sulla tua bocca lo dirò fremente!... Ed il mio bacio scioglierà il silenzio Che ti fa mia!... Voci di donne Il nome suo nessun saprà... E noi dovremo, ahimè, morir!... Il principe ignoto Dilegua, o notte!... Tramontate, stelle!... All'alba vincerò!...

Translated from the score.

The Prince Nobody shall sleep!... Nobody shall sleep! Even you, o Princess, in your cold room, watch the stars, that tremble with love and with hope.
But my secret is hidden within me, my name no one shall know... No!...No!... On your mouth I will tell it when the light shines.
And my kiss will dissolve the silence that makes you mine!...

The Chorus of women No one will know his name and we must, alas, die.

The Prince Vanish, o night! Set, stars! Set, stars! At dawn, I will win! I will win! I will win!

you can listen to it from here
http://rapidshare.com/files/40330940/09_-_Turandot_-_Nessun_dorma.mp3.html